Hi, I'm a woman who has always had a high sex drive and has some unusual tastes in what fantasies really turn me on. The weird thing is, they're in direct opposition to what I believe and support in real life but, there they are nonetheless.
I was 'sexualized', as my wonderful therapist says, by my father growing up and that has actually served me in good stead much of my life. I always knew he saw me in a sexual light but also along with that he gave me great confidence in so many ways. I don't know if more than that occurred between us, many factors point that way yet I have no distinct memories available to me about it. I think being so close to my dad along with my high sex drive and how he looked at me may be what lead to my lifelong interest in father/daughter incest. (Yes, I started rubbing off to stories about that in my early teens!) I think I may be in the minority in that I particularly get off on the male being dominant and, in my fantasies, the female not actually enjoying or admitting she wants it. I am trying to expand my arousal to include more consensual activities though. It's the psychological and emotional dominance that gets to me, along with the ongoing relationship and it's dynamics; i.e. the father's natural authority and the daughter being so available day after day (or night after night!). Mmm, getting wet and tight just thinking about it!
I haven't ever written down any stories but they run through my head all the time. I really hope to be disciplined well enough (ha ha!) to put my thoughts to keyboard someday.
On a personal note I have a fantastic sex life with my husband of many years. No, really, we have sex about 5-7 times/wk and I love it! I have shared my fantasies with him but that ended up being a long story that hasn't worked out as well as I had hoped. I am exceedingly lucky nonetheless and we love each other very much.
Thank you for having this board available, I really appreciate reading people's stories.